When I was a teenager, I had lost my heart to someone who lived in Rome. I traveled to the Eternal City with no money, no plan, it was supposed to be a surprise. That went somewhat wrong. We ate a pizza together, otherwise I had a lot of time to myself. I spent many hours on one of the hills looking up at the sky. I thought about Einstein. What else. Everything else seemed too trivial. There, for the first time, I had an awareness of the whole. Not that I understood Einstein, although I felt like I did: looking up at the starry sky, I realized that everything is connected and interacts. That energy, matter, space, consciousness, time - everything is connected and can be transformed into one another. I still remember that moment today. It seemed so clear to me, so indisputable. As a result, I lost my self. From then on, it made no sense at all for me to speak of a self. Identity now seemed to me to be an ideological construct that was only valid on passports. The foundation for my philosophy studies had been laid.<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Als ich ein Teenager war, hatte ich mein Herz verloren an jemanden, der in Rom lebte. Ich reiste in die ewige Stadt, ohne Geld, ohne Plan, eine \u00dcberraschung sollte es sein. Das ging einigerma\u00dfen schief. Wir a\u00dfen eine Pizza gemeinsam, ansonsten hatte ich viel Zeit f\u00fcr mich. Auf einem der H\u00fcgel verbrachte ich viele Stunden […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":458,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_editorskit_title_hidden":false,"_editorskit_reading_time":0,"_editorskit_is_block_options_detached":false,"_editorskit_block_options_position":"{}","footnotes":""},"categories":[2,4],"tags":[15,17,35,16,18,40],"class_list":["post-726","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-bewusstsein","category-reisen","tag-einstein","tag-herz","tag-ich","tag-identitaet","tag-liebe","tag-zeit"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/readingdeleuzeinindia.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/726","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/readingdeleuzeinindia.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/readingdeleuzeinindia.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/readingdeleuzeinindia.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/readingdeleuzeinindia.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=726"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/readingdeleuzeinindia.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/726\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5141,"href":"https:\/\/readingdeleuzeinindia.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/726\/revisions\/5141"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/readingdeleuzeinindia.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/458"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/readingdeleuzeinindia.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=726"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/readingdeleuzeinindia.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=726"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/readingdeleuzeinindia.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=726"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}